Lift.

I am stunned.
No...no..better description for this...
I am in shock.
I desperately lean into a small familiar space painted with doubt.
I just may fall into a silence I can not leave.
I can choose to feel alone and let these lies absorb...
all the while my face struggles to find the warmth in the sun.
I could fall to a place of silence I will never leave.
It is so still in this movement...all I can do is wrap my knees with my arms,
continue to remind myself to sip the air,
keep my eyes wide open.
There is this vibration all around me that can not be denied.
My sips become shallow.
Do I like this? Do I attract this?
It's like one of those leather seats in a car wash
you feed with dollar after dollar
numb out while you wait for your vehicle to be polished.
Just one more dollar while I wait...
I can continue to pay,
or do nothing.
I can connect to you and find the beliefs that make me present for free.
They are only beliefs I have adopted,
yet those very beliefs are what can make me joyous and whole,
not hateful and empty.
I decide to dial in...and you are there...
like the magical sound of a cork seeping out of home at the top of golden champagne!
You are there to offer me a ticket to explore my bliss...
your voice holds the confirmation of unconditional understanding.
My shock becomes a distant memory dissolved in sparkling water balanced with lime.
Before me, a view as vast as the destiny of a brand new textured sketch pad.
I am once again carried to the adventure of laughing
for no reason at all.